Finally, its Mine!!

Decisions and Fate, do they ever go together?

And if they do, then why to me, do they bother?

My fate has never given me way,

My decisions have never made my day

A wholly crap of dependency lies,

Around a pile of suffering truth and crumbs of lies;

My smallest problems have seemed always too big,

My little heart has to always make the toughest jig;

Whenever I long to see the sunshine,

The darkness gives its horror sign

As soon everything seems to be fine,

All turns away as if it was never mine…

They say, “Every cloud has a Silver lining”

I know this, still my heart’s pining

For things which are small, but seem too big

And not for problems which actually need to fix…Really Quick!!!

Why, what and how to grasp the life’s Policy?

When, what and where to look for that craving intimacy

Of Love, of care, which seems to be missing somewhere?

A mind too silent, but always thinking like a running hare.

Well, my life’s actual leader is finally me…

The one who designs and executes each policy…

But then the reason why it’s so complicated,

Is the way it has been interpreted…

Like a team goes haywire when not coached well,

I am the coach of my life, the one who casts the spell,

A spell to make the magic happen,

 A spell to bring that mysterious climax

Finally it’s me, who has the power and control,

To make each bite yummy and delicious,

Or to just let it go waste!!

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Discovering Life Around

From the morning shower of sunlight, 
                            to the shimmering hour of moonlight; 
Each little being, each little spec, 
                            has so much to teach us in just a single sight, 
The glorious sun works perfect each day, 
                            waking me up with His morning glare, 
Falling softly on the lazy eyes, 
                            which hesitate to open after a dreamy affair!! 
The nasty birds, the Cameramen of God, 
                            He keeps a check as if who’s doing what 
Those naughty peeps, these little freaks, 
                            with their blowing fleets come chirping to stare 
A noisy beginning but rhythmic somewhere, 
                            brings with it a bright new day. 
The first cup of tea, is so incomplete, 
                           without the herbal leaves, offering their share 
And the perfect day begins finally, 
                           with all these creations, working in unity 
Diversity indeed, exists widely, 
                           but connected they are truly somewhere. 
With flowering blooms, the colourful sooth, 
                          make the heart blossom now and then… 
Even the little ants in fleet, form a linear meet, 
                         falling down just to get up again… 
Efforts that they put, make the eyes so hooked, 
                         how come they just don’t feel any pain? 
The spider works hard, the lizards crawl by, 
                         scary though, but have their own life, 
Its strange but true, we all form a crew, 
                         in a house which is totally a lively hive. 
But in the end its incomplete, as they all teach, 
                        to live proudly every spec of Life.

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The Doubtful Heart

The heart has so much to say but no one to hear it...

It brings with it those breathless days when you wait to clear it...

Sweeping away the hectic dust with the broom of faith…

The wait is long like a lazy snail struggling to bear it…

Why does the heart wish for something which has no importance indeed?

Why is there a hope of growth when there is actually no seed?

Why the roots become so numb at a point when strength is in need;

Why the hell this mind is shattered like rolling groups of beads

That hit from here to there so bad, that make the heart go numb and sad;

That shines in pain and glow in sweat,

Those reflect the despair look of fate,

These beads that once were a chain held so strong

Have lost their hope of forming that bond

Questions indeed there are some more to ask…

Answers, well that’s next to impossible task…

As life juggles through vigorous affairs,

People taking you for granted are a common share…

And the soul just goes through a new phase of wear and tear…

Every-time you doubt yourself in despair.

Expectations....WHY???

Ever thought, why do we expect so much?? Specially in Relationships......

Why each of us out there has that long list of I WANT......

Half of the times our hearts and minds don't even say them, but still, they are there, deep inside us...

Yes..These are EXPECTATIONS and don't mistake them with Dreams...

Well I won't say that Expecting is BAD....but...EXPECTATIONS ARE DANGEROUS.....most of the times....cause most of the times we fail TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OUR PARTNER EXPECTS, AND SAME HAPPENS WITH US TOO....leading to..... SADNESS.

You must be wondering, why I have used this word...Dangerous? Well, that's because, it leads to an unexpected chain reaction of pressures, frictions, traumas, fights and eventually MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

The root cause of all misunderstandings in this world is....EXPECTATION.

You must have often heard people saying..." I had expected you....." and so on the argument begins leading to actually...NOWHERE....NOT EVEN A SOLUTION ACTUALLY.

So, is there actually a SOLUTION to this?? Well, my recent experience says.....YES!!!
BE FRANK TO EACH OTHER AS MUCH YOU CAN........SPEAK OUT...
JUST EMPTY YOUR BUCKETS ON THE OTHER...DON;T WAIT THEM TO OVERFLOW AND STINK...
BE RIDICULOUS...that means....Even if you feel ridiculous in telling your partner or friend what you are expecting and it could make them feel bad or vice versa, still..........DO IT....IT HELPS CLEAR DOUBTS AND MISCONCEPTIONS....
BE EQUAL....with each other and treat each other as equal partners. None of the other is weak, or gonna BEAR YOU ALL THE TIME.....so BETTER TAKE CARE OF THAT.

Well, these are just little TIPS from my side....HOPE IT HELPS and MAKES YOU AWARE....

As WE ARE BORN WITH EXPECTATIONS....and We must not KILL them literally...

EXPECTING also makes a RELATIONSHIP STRONG. Because you start doing things for your partner which you actually never thought you would have else.

But yes...LIFE AND LOVE IS NOT AT ALL ROSY...but you can surely make it one if you are willing to.

Show me the Way to Love.....

This little heart of mine,

With a little hope of sunshine,

Cannot identify every line....

Of this speedily running life's rhyme.

Love, is something I may fail to understand,

Understanding is something I may fail to fulfill,

I think deep standing on the brown sand,

While the far waters, lay so still.

One glance of yours, just one it was,

Made that day such a beautiful one,

One word of yours, just one it was,

Made my heart fly, like it was a balloon.

Seeing there in the midst of the sky,

My hopes, my thoughts, they fly so high,

Trying to guess what makes me so shy,

When a shadow of you just peeps me by.

Show my little heart The WAY TO LOVE,

As I want to see how it works,

Dancing in the air, white wings of a dove,

And the heart may not feel any kind of jerks.

Thinking deep and waiting for someone,

Someone who would be all all mine,

Someone who sings in the rhythm of my rhyme,

To take care of me time to time.

Wish in a heart, whosoever I may love,

May or may not be mine.....

Still he may get his serve, to live and love,

From you O Lord, who's world's supreme shine.

Our Friendship Tale......

I have a friend so close to me....
A friend whom I used to believe,
A friend whom everyday I used to see,
Someone's whose friendship was everything to receive.

It all started with groups and games,

Long back some twelve years ago,

Surrounded with all kinds of fame,

And hard to overcome the ego.

Slowly, steadily life gave it all,
Friendship brought us near, gave a loud call.
Friends became we, so difficult to separate,
Laughter and fun started a long brigade.

We shared our sorrows and exchanged smiles,

I believed this friendship would go miles and miles,

But years passed and aware became we,

The future had something else to see.

Misunderstandings, misconceptions, filled in the space,
They started penetrating in, in a slow pace;
No longer were those smiles left to see....
No longer was that friend there for me.

I still remember the day, when we first played Ringa- Roses,

The day when small fights poked in noses.

The day you said, " leadership is yours",

And I thought, what a height of egoism in you pours.

But still today I feel you were the only one,
Who fought with me, still made life a fun,
Who was sensitive enough just like me,
Still didn't ever turn his back to me.

I have a belief, you are still the same,

The same person I gave a nickname,

Shy, quiet, and sweet indeed....

Although a little far, but always there for me.....

Smile all your Way :) :) :)

Smile, smile and keep smiling all your way....

And see how it makes up each of your day;

Laugh, laugh and keep laughing all day...

And see how it makes your life full with play.

Hey!! Come'on leave all your worries for a while...

And see how laughter takes you away a mile,

Hey!! Come'on forget your sadness for a while,

And see how sweet is your little smile;

Win hearts, but don't loose them;

Join hearts, don't break them;

Accept people, but don;t choose them;

When friends give love, don't forget to love them.

Be happy, as its the only way to Life....

Why to be sad and sorrowful, and murder your life with a knife.?

Great are those days that are spent with joy,

Just play the game my friend, take life as a little toy.

Nothing is permanent, everything goes,

But only those plants reap, whose seeds are sowed,

Smile is that little seed,

Which will surely breed,

And make royal every little deed,

Being helpful in every need.

C'mon now, let us spend some time together,

Spent it wholely in the world of laughter.

C'mon my friemds, let us jump so high...

So that even we can fly,

To touch above that dark blue sky,

And break away all sorrowful ties.

Is this LOVE????.........

Love, a small four letter word,

A word that is so often heard,

Just four letters, says it all...

And human's heart takes a huge fall,

Fall, for someone, who was once a stranger,

Fall, for something that could be a danger,

Fall, for someone who was a close friend,

Fall, for something which sets a new trend.

Love, what does it mean really,

Love,has it anything to say clearly?

Is it about feelings, emotions and care...

Or does it have to do only with wear and tear.

Does it knock your heart before coming?

Does it make any kind of sweet humming?

Does it come and make you restless forever?

Does it make you feel like you felt never?

Love's a mystery, nobody's understood still,

Its like climbing an unending hill,

Its like paying long-long bills,

Its like eating sweet-bitter pills.

Its an addiction, once had never goes,

An endless ocean where your heart flows,

Sometimes gives you joy and cheers,

Otherwise, only sadness and tears.

It comes with no warnings or alerts,

Everyone will surely lose their hearts,

As Love is experienced by all those alive,

Its something, for which each one of us strives....