When I first HELD YOU

I hate you but, I LOVE YOU MORE!!

Speechless, was I, as my smile conquered my soul,

Inexpressible, indispensable was your innocence on the whole

As you came in my laps, that first time, my life took a new fold

An angel arrived as if, you seemed so heavenly pure

A new born you in the laps of a four old me,

You came as the newest smallest part of our family

Your each move, in a special grove, was a magical melody

A cute ball of fun was you, a softy playful teddy…

Your sparkling eyes,hooked on mine, with questions so many…

Your giggling smile, curious a while, a rhythmic symphony….

Hesitations at large, before coming close to me,

But never did you cry, never shy, enjoyable was your company….

Special and Dear, lovely and cute,

Round and chubby, smiling in mute

Playful and active, energetic pot,

Innocence and smartness, you carried a lot

An active champ, our youngest dude,

You mastered it all, even before I could.

Your wonders, mischievous thunders,

Snugly, the way your little hands cuddled in my palm…

Your fights often, I hated your blunders,

But I laughed in sudden, as you were always so calm.

Those awful times when you pulled my hair,

And made me shout to pathetic despair,

But that innocence again, vanished every pain,

Your sadness was so so rare.

But the feeling of holding you close,

Laying in my laps, your confused prose,

Is a special moment I have captured and locked,

In the corner of my heart, in an inopenable box

Cos’  loosing those memories, in the times to move on

That first glimpse of you, I want to hold on,

Carefully wrapping it inside my soul, 

You own a special place in my heart my brother!!!

I will cherish these memories in years to behold.

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda

The cool breeze Touched my Heart.....

Sunset at Nal Sarover, Ahmedabad
This poem is the first one I ever wrote. I was very much moved with an unusual splash of rain that happened one evening  of the year 2004. I just wrote down what I felt in the form f a poem...and here it goes...

Far beneath the sky I saw,

A never ending beauty,

The green creation that was raw,

After the brown city.

The sky was fresh,

With the clouds that were grey,

The water was good enough to splash,

Followed with the rainy spray.

The breeze was cool,

With joyful thoughts that often came and went.

That green creation was simply cool!

With all those leaves that bent.

Ah! What a wonderful sight, has God given to me today...

Ah! A heartily thanks for such a lovely spray...

Its not winter, nor its hot, nor its a rainy day,

But in short, a mixture of all, to make one pleasant day..

As far as my eyes reach,

There is pure grey in the sky,

And as deep as I can feel,

Is the cool touch of the breeze that just passed by.