Maybe?

That night was cold, and the wind had a chill,

That sudden discourse, of the silent windmill,

A heart too lonely, a heart in pain,

Wanted to give up all and just go insane….

Maybe it was bad time, maybe out of control…

Maybe it was worst time, maybe a downfall

A stage of life, a shivering knife.

A deadly…coldly…straining strife.

To flaunt like a swan…to dream for the stars,

To dance in that rain, to wash all the scars,

Maybe it was a hope, maybe it wanted to elope;

Maybe it was a charm, maybe it wanted more.

Out of all those moments…those breathless memories…

A soul inside, never wanted to be lonely.

But when the end has to come, no one can control…

Hopes die…tears sigh, a body separated by the soul…

Maybe it will come back, maybe life will find its way

Maybe if its just a bad dream, maybe I will wake up one day.

Liebster Blog Award

This past week I received an unexpected nomination for the Liebster Blog Award.

What is the Liebster Blog Award exactly? Leibster is a German word meaning dearest. However, in the context of blog writing, it can also mean favourite. The award is given to bloggers who have less than 200 followers in acknowledgement of the good articles and posts they have written. In presenting a fellow blogger with the reward, the nominee is encouraging him/her to continue creating interesting and inspiring posts.

Liebster Blog Award is an Award that is given by the blogging community to new upcoming and deserving bloggers who has less readers. And it is also a motivational Award.

I'm very much happy to receive this Award. I thank Sasikumar Rajappan, author of the blog ‘Beginner’ at http://sasithebeginner.blogspot.in/ for nominating my blog for this Award. I barely know this person, and I am glad he found my blog suitable enough to grant me this nomination.

There are few rules for receiving and passing on this nomination further. Kindly read the points mentioned below carefully:

1. Kindly thank the person who nominated you and acknoledge him/her by mentioning their blog link for the same. 
2. · Each person must post 11 things about themselves 
3. · Answer the Questions that the nominator sets for you + create 11 Questions for the people you have nominated 
4. ·Choose 11 deserving bloggers and link them in your post 
5. · Go to their blog and Inform them about this by commenting on one of their posts. 
6. · Don't tag back the person who mentioned you. 

Now here goes the process: 

11 things about me :-

1. I am a Dreamer.

2. I aspire to become a good and responsible Interior Designer someday. 
3. I am an improving sketcher and painter 
4. I write to tell the world what my heart says 
5. I love to dance when I am happy 
6. I like to spread smile to everyone. 
7. I hate reading books with only text. 
8. I am sweet, caring and love to make new friends and know people in person. 
9. I like counselling if someone needs help anytime. 
10. I want to be live my life my way 
11. I want to become famous for my talent and work 

Following are the answers to the questions I was asked! 

Describe you in one line?
An aspiring girl living in extremes in all ways, may it be Love, happiness, care, hate or
despair.

Why do you Blog?
I blog to speak out all my feelings in form of writings and poems. I cannot stay alive without
expressing myself.

What is your Aim?
I aim to become a successful recognized happy Interior Designer.

If you have a Super Power what will you do?
Become a bird and travel around the world!!!!

One person whom, you want to be with you all your life, why? (not parents, lover, children)
MYSELF. I do not want to loose myself ever, because my identity and passion in whatever I do or I am lies in the fact that I LOVE MYSELF A LOT.

The person whom you miss desperately, why?
There isn’t anybody to miss. People I love are always around me.

Most memorable moment in your life?
The moment that I cherish the most is when I held my real brother in my hands after his birth.

Social Networking in your view?
Its good to stay connecting and spread your thoughts and let people know who you are, but its still a virtual world.

Do you believe in Love at first sight? if no why?
No I don’t, because it always takes time to develop that understanding with Love, which retains any relation, and it cannot happen in a flick.

One thing you like to change about yourself?
Being sensitive and extreme.

Your views on my Blog?
The blog, ‘Beginner’ is about real incidents and small poems telling tales and wishes of people around and in each one of us somewhere.


Now here come my set of questions for you:

1. What is that one passion in your life you will do anything for?
2. You love writing? Mostly yes…Why writing is so important for you?
3. If life had nothing to offer, what would you create?
4. Is there any inspiration in your life? (person, thing, event)
5. As a blogger, what do you look forward to in other blogs?
6. Critically, what do you think my blog actually conveys?
7. Describe Love in three words…( no sentences, 3 individual words )
8. Do you like first penning down something in your notebook before posting? Reason?
9. Describe writing in a sentence?
10. If you had to give away any one habit of yours for someone, what would it be? (For whom?)
11. Everyone dreams. Is there any one dream you remember, and would like to make it real someday?

Here comes the list of Bloggers who Deserves this Award. Some of you I don;t know at all, but as I like your work too, and for all of you I wish you keep writing and inspiring the world, hereby I NOMINATE YOU....

1. FROM THE POET’S HEART - http://www.ashwindodani.in/

2. LIVING UNBOUND - http://mahakak.blogspot.in/

3. WANDERING MIND; SOULFUL HEART - http://rashmirajan.blogspot.in/

4. MESMERIC MUSINGS - http://varsha-kalyani.blogspot.in/

5. HOWDY BUDDY - http://techsavio.blogspot.in/

6. LIFE AS IT IS, IN RAW YET AMAZING WAY - http://newjoysoflife.blogspot.in/

7. EMOTIONAL RUSH - http://emotionalrush.blogspot.in/

8. VIVACIOUS PUERILE - http://surbhibafna.blogspot.in/

9. NIMMY’S KITCHEN - http://nimmyskitchen.blogspot.in/

10. AIMING BEYOND INFINITY - http://ankitmahato.blogspot.in/

11. PANCHALIBOLCHI - http://panchalibolchi.blogspot.in/

Congratulations to all of you!!!

Proud to be INSANE….

(Photo Credits: 19 year old, South Korean painter/illustrator Minjae Lee finds inspiration in the human face and abstract movement and colour.)

In the world of laws, when justice fails to play its role,

Boldly, bravely to ruin every innocent soul,

If I raise my voice, in deprived choice,

I would be proudly labelled as INSANE.

In a group of dudes, where the character is nude,

Publicly, socially, raised voices are rude,

If I calmly make a decision of my own,

I would be declared widely as INSANE.

In the journey of life, which (I think) belongs totally to me?

Willfully, proudly everyone makes it a public property,

If all I demand is for freedom to live,

I would be caged further for being INSANE.

Rights, choices, like fake voices,

Run throughout my system like numb noises

And all I am expected is to answer all this INSANITY?

Just to be further jailed as INSANE.

But I want to let go off that foggy truth

This creeps around me to give a saggy look

For innocence and care, love to spare…

All I get is an unending despair…

And demands don’t end, but just give pain

And make the mind go further INSANE

And if with every right move, I have to prove,

To get in full groove, just to get your expressions approved..

Then it better be, I remain like me…

And rule the world of INSANITY…

As no matter how much the purity rains…

I will always be labelled INSANE.

When I first HELD YOU

I hate you but, I LOVE YOU MORE!!

Speechless, was I, as my smile conquered my soul,

Inexpressible, indispensable was your innocence on the whole

As you came in my laps, that first time, my life took a new fold

An angel arrived as if, you seemed so heavenly pure

A new born you in the laps of a four old me,

You came as the newest smallest part of our family

Your each move, in a special grove, was a magical melody

A cute ball of fun was you, a softy playful teddy…

Your sparkling eyes,hooked on mine, with questions so many…

Your giggling smile, curious a while, a rhythmic symphony….

Hesitations at large, before coming close to me,

But never did you cry, never shy, enjoyable was your company….

Special and Dear, lovely and cute,

Round and chubby, smiling in mute

Playful and active, energetic pot,

Innocence and smartness, you carried a lot

An active champ, our youngest dude,

You mastered it all, even before I could.

Your wonders, mischievous thunders,

Snugly, the way your little hands cuddled in my palm…

Your fights often, I hated your blunders,

But I laughed in sudden, as you were always so calm.

Those awful times when you pulled my hair,

And made me shout to pathetic despair,

But that innocence again, vanished every pain,

Your sadness was so so rare.

But the feeling of holding you close,

Laying in my laps, your confused prose,

Is a special moment I have captured and locked,

In the corner of my heart, in an inopenable box

Cos’  loosing those memories, in the times to move on

That first glimpse of you, I want to hold on,

Carefully wrapping it inside my soul, 

You own a special place in my heart my brother!!!

I will cherish these memories in years to behold.

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda