Decisions and Fate,
do they ever go together?
And if they do, then
why to me, do they bother?
My fate has never
given me way,
My decisions have
never made my day
A wholly crap of
dependency lies,
Around a pile of
suffering truth and crumbs of lies;
My smallest problems
have seemed always too big,
My little heart has
to always make the toughest jig;
Whenever I long to
see the sunshine,
The darkness gives
its horror sign
As soon everything
seems to be fine,
All turns away as if
it was never mine…
They say, “Every
cloud has a Silver lining”
I know this, still my
heart’s pining
For things which are
small, but seem too big
And not for problems
which actually need to fix…Really Quick!!!
Why, what and how to
grasp the life’s Policy?
When, what and where
to look for that craving intimacy
Of Love, of care, which
seems to be missing somewhere?
A mind too silent, but
always thinking like a running hare.
Well, my life’s
actual leader is finally me…
The one who designs
and executes each policy…
But then the reason
why it’s so complicated,
Is the way it has
been interpreted…
Like a team goes
haywire when not coached well,
I am the coach of my
life, the one who casts the spell,
A spell to make the
magic happen,
A spell to bring that mysterious climax
Finally it’s me, who
has the power and control,
To make each bite
yummy and delicious,
Or to just let it go
waste!!
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